Life is a combination of all the odds that you have ever heard of, ups and downs, highs and lows, losses and gains. However, sometimes life is more than just a combination of feelings and experiences, you might realize it late but when you do you find out that life has been an oxymoron of a kind and the more you try to undo that the harder to fail at that. Finally when you reach a point that you are confident that your understanding of life is absolutely correct you start procrastinating and you start waiting for the right time to come. Why not start now and wait for the outcome?
You are afraid now, after seeing everything and everyone around you, you are now afraid to take anymore risks. When you start procrastinating, you get more time to contemplate. Contemplation is good but if you keep on doing that for the same thing then you start twisting things to such an extent that those start to look ugly and you keep them behind.
Life is too small to think about taking risks, you are no king that you would be dethroned. Just go with the flow, say sorry when you have to, laugh always. If you are stuck somewhere, you will definitely find a way-out. Traffic does not stop forever. I have decided too commit more mistakes, learn from them, it is not the time to settle down. Water, when it settles down, either it gets polluted or it dries off with time, I choose to flow.