Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Standstill!


Haven't heard from you for a long time? Where have you been? How is life? These questions keep coming on the plate if you have people around and answers are always the same. As soon as you go through a difficult situation you will hardly find those people. Life goes on, philosophers say; they also say that if you are going through a good phase of life enjoy it to the fullest as that shall pass and if the phase is really bad then that too shall pass. I don't know which one is true or which one should I believe. Covid has not only taught me that isolation is necessary but it has also taught me that if you have fallen or if you are falling, only your limbs are going to help you.

Self doubt leads to such places which no one can ever imagine, it leads to depression and then finally you feel like you have been stranded and the world comes to a standstill. You and only you understand that struggle, struggle is not just dying of hunger, it has many forms. You feel as if you are stuck in the longest episode of sleep paralysis, you cry for help but no one listens.

Long time no see!

Well, to be honest, I was almost gone for-ever. I am beginning to gather all the remaining strength that I have and I am discovering the new...